Friends and Life

Having had a very intense chat with one of my dear friends I begin to wonder all about Friendship and Life....... I told a dear friend how important he is. A good friend is hard to find these days I told him... he agreed... It is'nt like before...wherever we go...there are no friends left...only competitors....whether it is Business school, work or anywhere else.... the friends turn into competitors...there is rarely a true feeling of liking towards a person.. its only Business!!
It has been nearly 2 months since I have got back from France.. I am still to meet many of my friends......... most of them are busy with their own lives and I don't want to impose..The only thing that came to my mind when I was abroad sitting alone in my room was the fact that I had such great friends back home.....I still do... ignoring the fact that the same friends have not yet come to meet me or make sometime to call and say "Hi"... but that really does'nt matter to me.. coz I know that...few friends though are caught up in their own world's will always be there for me...no matter what...

Important lesson: Think about what exactly is important in your life... follow everything possible to reach that goal.......then you will be truly happy!!
I realised the 3 most important things in my life today
Family, Food and Friends.........the 3f's I cannot live without!!

PS: TO all my amazing friends... I Love u guys a lot........ I might not tell this to u individually...but I really do :) . This post is completely about friendships and should not be considered otherwise!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Any harm caused by this post is regretted..and hope that it does not cause any mis-understandings

Love Fool

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that i can do to make you do

Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought to stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me, love me
say that you love me
fool me, fool me
go on and fool me
love me, love me
pretend that you love me
leave me, leave me
just say that you need me
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you......

Lately I have desperately pondered
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could have done in another way
to make you stay

Reason is not key to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go


So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me, love me
say that you love me
fool me, fool me
go on and fool me
love me, love me
pretend that you love me
leave me, leave me
just say that you need me
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you..


An amazing song...Love Fool.... when I think of this song...the only thing that crosses my mind is the fact that we are all Love Fool's...each and every one of us... no matter what we cling to people who either don't belong to us anymore or they never did... I have always been a Love Fool..clinging onto people who never knew how I felt for them... I was too scared to reveal my true feelings for these people......I was too scared to be vulnerable...too scared to later be broken.....but I never let go....I was a Love Fool...... but looking back today....I realise how much these men have influenced every decision in my life....right from me choosing engineering to now doing my Business studies.... I am in many ways thankful for having loved these men in my life...because it is because of them that I am moving closer towards my destiny.......I hope that all this pain and suffering leads to joy and happiness and that I will find that One true love.......who is meant to be.
I dont know what the future holds.... but I am thankful for my past...cause I am living a life without any regrets... and that is something I will always find solace in!!
I would not like to reveal much about these men...though there are only 2 of them... they are happy and leading very successful lives and I can only wish the very best for them.........they have inspired me, brought a great amount of happiness into my life and without knowing are paving a way towards MY destiny........for all this and more I am very thankful to them..........and always will be............ I am a Love Fool..... and always will be!!

Stepping on Fire

Its been nearly a year and half since I first laid my eyes on him...he was different, charming and amazyingly beautiful... beautiful not in any means by "society's standard"...but as they say "Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder". Till this day I still have'nt come across such a magnificent human being.
The broad shoulders, the tall frame, the charm, the persona...all captured my heart. It was'nt long before my friends came to know about this "crush". Everything in the world seemed so wonderful....I had met an amazing human being...everything in the world seemed right.....so beautiful an lovely just like him. Office did not seem as boring as it used to.
Everyone started observing my fascination for him. Alas it was not too long before "everyone" knew what was happenin....!! However unlike other times..this never seemed to bother me.
Few days later an accidental online page view showed me something i never wanted to see........Relationship Status : Married... "I was heart broken"... might be too much.... I did feel sad though.... seeing that a man..i really liked already belonged to another lucky woman.
But does that mean... I should stop loving him????? just because he is married... i thought to myself... no.. my love for him is eternal... he had become a very important part of my life...even without him knowing about it.......but he had... he still is and will always remain that way......
To my dearest "Teddy" ... you will always be special to me!! On our 1.5 yrs anniversary... remembering you a lot today... missing you a lot today!!